American Record.  I don't think words can capture all of the feelings I have right now.  It is joy, fulfillment, and gratitude.  I cannot believe that just 12 years ago I only dreamed of this country...  
         Tonight's race in Armory was one of the greatest races of my life.  It was a wonderful meeting of America's greatest distance runners and an amazing opportunity to chase after the World Championship Qualifying time of 13:15.  But we didn't want to just stop there.  When our second rabbit dropped out at 3000m I felt great and could taste the American record so close... we were perfectly on pace.  I took the lead shortly after and started driving home.  Through all of the pain and the struggle around the track I knew that this was a gift I really wanted to give back to my family and the American people who have supported me through this whole journey.  And there was no better place to do this than in my Home state of New York!!  With 3 laps to go I had to hit 31 seconds per lap or faster to break the record and thanks to the amazing crowds and support I came through the finish at 13.06.99!! A new PR by 5 seconds and a New American Record! 
         I want to say thank you to all of the amazing people who made this possible.  First off, thank you to my coach and teammates who have put in all this hard work with me and were incredible competitors tonight. They drove me to these great achievements. Secondly, thank you to the Armory and NYRR for supporting us to come to New York to compete at this fantastic venue. Thirdly, thank you to the fans at the Armory and around the world who cheered me the whole way and were here to witness records broken tonight! Finally, thank you to my family who made this all possible and gave me a second chance in life so that I could line up on the starting line today and chase after dreams that were never possible before 2001.  This American Record is dedicated to all of you! 
       Now time for a little celebration and down time :)
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I received a question in my email last week asking if I could write a blog about the impacts that the Foundation is having in South Sudan.  I am so happy you asked and I am glad to get the opportunity to write about the impacts that we are making together for thousands in South Sudan.  Most of you probably already know the 4 areas of focus for 4 South Sudan - Clean Water, Education, Health Care, and Nutrition. For more information about these 4 target areas please visit my page about the Lopez Lomong Foundation.  Instead in this blog I am going to talk about more personal experiences and the needs that we aim to address with the work of the Foundation.
My foundation is in collaboration with many partners including World Vision and Alarm.  The main reason for this is that we want to ensure that the most money possible goes directly to the projects in South Sudan without duplicating infrastructure or wasting money on recruiting trusted workers.  For example, World Vision has 800 staff in South Sudan and works on a daily basis in the country.  They have crafted relationships with local contractors who do great work at a fair price.  We link right in to that great infrastructural strength! 

Maternal Health and Empowering Women - Another key focus of mine is providing opportunity and empowerment to women so that they can change the community.  Some who read my book, Running for my Life, know that I was devastated a few years ago to hear that my sister was raped while she was collecting firewood and as a result became pregnant.  Since then she has had a beautiful baby girl. I have personally been supporting my sister and her daughter for the last few years so that she could receive proper prenatal care and then childhood healthcare. But I realize that I need to be able to provide this support to every mother and child in South Sudan.  That is where the foundation comes in!  The unfortunate events in my own family have made me determined that the foundation should focus a good part of its efforts on empowering women and providing maternal health care.  There is a huge void in maternal health care in East Africa and as a result millions of women are suffering. At the same time, women are not given the same opportunity for education and skill development meaning that half of the population's talents are underutilized.  Imagine if all of the sudden the workforce doubled!  And not only that, but in many cases women add a creative, family-focused, and practical perspective to community and nation building.  More than anything that is what South Sudan needs!
      So to start achieving this goal we are building a church and community center in Kimotong, South Sudan that will have a vocational training center.  I know that in addition to the primary school in Kimotong providing education for the youth, we need to engage and empower the adult women by teaching them skills and trades that will allow them to support their families and change their communities.  We have taken time with the project to do grassroots study to understand what the community in Kimotong wants and how best to deliver these needs.  The cost of this project will be somewhere between $250,000 and $350,000 largely dependent on the procurement of building materials and transportation.  We are also very adamant that the community will provide a large number of workers in the building crew so that they take ownership of the project and also learn basic building and construction skills along the way.  With the support of ALARM we are going to complete this project this year and are so excited to see the positive effects it will have on the Eastern Equatorial State of South Sudan. 

       Back in New York again for the first time in the 2013 season and it feels great to be home!  There is nothing quite as thrilling as racing in your homestate.  As always the magnificence and beauty of New York City strikes awe and it is a pleasure to be here.  It was my first ever Millrose Games and I have to start by thanking the amazing crowd that really brought the whole Armory Stadium to life tonight!  The screaming of over 4000 fans was really amazing!  

In honor of Valentine's Day I thought it would be fun to reflect a little bit on what running teaches us about love.  While at first glance Love and Running can seem to be polar opposites (even runners gloat that "our sport is your sport's punishment"), running truly has a lot to teach about this lovely subject.  I met Brittany through running, so obviously love and running cannot possibly be very far apart.
 
Loving even the tough parts - Ask almost any non-runner and they will tell you that they "hate" running.  They claim that no matter how much they try they will never enjoy it.  The mistake here of course is being afraid of the pain.  Long runs, speed workouts, pushing through limits - they all require a certian amount of pain.  But runners know that the joy derived from running is worth every ounce of struggle.  If someone new to running can commit to running everyday for 2 weeks (even just a little bit) they would taste the fondness that grows with time.  In the same way, relationships only grow more powerful with time.  They are not unlike long runs - feeling amazing in the beginning, really have to focus and concentrate in the middle, and then pick up speed again towards the end. In Love and Running it pays to remembering that this is what you LOVE to do (and this is the person you LOVE) even though it might be painful for a moment.  As Yoda once said, "Love is not love which alters when it alteration finds" (on second thought I believe that one is from Shakespeare ;)

Cherishing- Every runner has heard of the "runner's high" and any obsessive runner has come to know they are addicted to incredible sense of euphoria that surges through the body at the end of a long run or a hard workout.  We can thank endorphins for the instant euphoria.  The long term sense of satisfaction and joy that runners feel is thanks to having achieved something that challenges limits and pushes boundaries.  Love is not that different - there is the instant satisfaction (the initial "infactuation" over your crush or the pleasure you get when you hear the words -"I love you").  Most of these feelings play on the "chemistry" beteween you and the person you love.  But then there is the sense of peace, compassion, joy that only comes from a relationship tested by challenges and trials. A Tanzanian proverb says, "That which is good is never finished."  These warm feelings have nothing to do with pleasure but instead result from a love truly cherished.

As I am driving home from the 2013 Husky Invitational I am reflecting on the start of the 2013 season.  Today was my first race at the beautiful oversized University of Washington Indoor Track.  Going back to my college roots with the 800 meter I am starting off with a little speed work. The last time I ran an 800 was exactly one year ago at this same meet in 2012. This time, only tenths of a second off my PR (Personal Record), I start my season off with a 1.46.5 and a WIN!  2013 is off with a BANG! 
      The race went out quick with a rabbit setting a quick pace in front of the field.  I settled in towards the back of the pack staying connected but not overextending myself in the first 400 meters. One of the keys to racing is patience.  Through the 400 I remained in the 2nd half of the pack with my eye on the leaders.  I was watching for the leaders to make a move to pick up the pace so that I could respond quickly.  With just 1 lap to go I found myself in a box (surrounded by other runners) without a clear lane to move up, so I moved to the outside of the pack.  Feeling strong I made a gradual move along the backstretch and settled in again around the curve.  I saved my energy around the curve using the momentum of the pack. Slingshot-ing around the end of the curve I positioned myself in the second lane allowing a clear lane to the finish line.  I moved to my final gear, feeling smooth and strong and pumping my arms hard.  I was still several places from the front but I began to sail by the other runners who were feeling the burn of the race in their legs.  With about 10 meters to go I sailed into first place and secured a win.  

A few months ago I had the joy of getting my first puppy - Amani!  She is a border collie and husky mix that Brittany and I found at a rescue in Albuquerque, NM and we both fell in love with her from the moment we first met her!  Amani's blessings are many - a running buddy for Brittany when I am away training, unending energy, and a constant companion.  She also reminds me on a daily basis about the simple joys in life!  

1.  Food! - Anyone who has a dog (especially a puppy) knows how excited they get at breakfast and dinner time.  Amani does a little "food dance" whenever we go to fill her dog bowl with her delicious organic dog food (she's a runner and needs good fuel to train hard everyday).  Her "dance" involves wagging her tail, a little bouncing, and a little spinning while she struggles to stay seated because she knows she only gets her food if she "sits".  It is a daily reminder to never take food or nutrition for granted and to count the blessings of having access to food.  In Kakuma refugee camp I felt the same joy for the one small meal we got everyday and now in America I realize the true blessings we all have.

Finally I want to thank everyone for all of the amazing comments that you have left for me on Facebook.  I had asked everyone to tell me how Running for My Life touched them and I received so many inspiring responses.  
     I loved all of the comments, but some of my favorites are: "My favorite [chapter] is when you arrive in America. I went through a lot of kleenex with that chapter -- a reminder of how much we take for granted.  Thanks for the eye opener and reminder of blessings that overflow" and "I can't pick a chapter, it taught that in running [and beyond] give every ounce of effort cause somewhere out there is someone who would love to be in my shoes." Thank you for all of the kind words!  
    I am inspired by the comments from Andrew McKenzie - "I can't wait to read the next chapter" - and Mark Dobbs - "My favorite chapter is the last, unwritten one where you continue to do good works and inspire the rest of us".
    Thank you so much for all of your kindness and support and for driving me to work harder everyday and strive to do more good for the children in South Sudan!!  The future is bright! 
    If you want to read my book, find more information about Running for My Life, and please feel free to leave a comment or email me!  I personally try to get back to everyone's message!